It's a blur.. -_-

How important are memories? 

It IS our identity after all, yet what would happen if we fail to remember?

When we begin to doubt if what we have done has already happened..

As for me, there are many things that I barely remember;

Having undergone 4 surgeries, all of which required a substantial amount of anesthetic

does that to your memory storage.. 

It's troublesome having to explain again and again when I fail to remember.

Especially when you're constantly being ridiculed

whenever you're unsure. Which is kind of the new trend within our house as of late. =(

Uncertainty =(

The moment I opened my eyes this morning, aside from the knowledge

that God loves me enough to give me another day to live, I was greeted with

numerous questions; all of which covers many aspects of my life and how I lived it...

...and the worse part is, it happens almost everyday.

Maybe I over-complicate things with the way I think (which sadly,

is a bad habit of mine), but that's just the way i am. I often feel envious of others

on how they manage to feel the way they do. We all live through the same intense 

periods of uncertainty, yet I always feel left behind...

Which in some aspects that I'd like to keep to myself, is very true.

Procrastination Running Circles In My Head *_*

It's already halfway through February and my blog barely has any content :|

I've got plenty of drafts though I don't know which ones I should publish.

It's been years since I blogged and I have many things to share, hope I can

still blog/write like I used to. I've been told that I was good at it :) dunno what

happened why I stopped. Maybe because I got too busy.

Or maybe I just got lazy. >:)

COMING SOON

Hope to start someday in February!